Monday, August 15, 2011

First picture of our Little One

The first time we ever got to see our child this is what we saw: a little gummybear.  We were so relieved and thankful to see 2 arms and 2 legs.  I could even make out the eyes!  The heartbeat was the best part of it all.  Honestly, I did not cry -- but I wasn't expecting to either.  In all honesty, I was not the most mature parent at this appointment.  I was a little unraveled.  I kept getting scared that there would be no baby in there... and then I was scared that the blob was not a baby... and then I was scared that there was no heartbeat.  BUT there was, and is, and I'm learning each day how to have more faith, and less worry.  My baby's in God's hands.